2004-06-14 09:01:23 (GMT)

Why am I crying now?!
It appears that I won’t find an answer at all
It’s a question that had confused me for so long
I wished that I could hold my tears as I hear this song
‘cause it’s making me realize how lonely and sad I am
now
And I’m asking myself how
It’s the true fact
I’m alone and there’s no use for acts
In the end, I just got this moon
I hope that this night would end soon
Or I’ll tear myself up and vanish
People seem to me selfish
Not considering my feelings
Just hurting me and making me crying

I tell myself that I don’t care for what they are doing to

me
But there are tears on my face that I see
Though I don’t know the reason
But still, I’m crying in this whole season
I shout and say, that I should stop this
I hold my fist 
I hold it tight to give me strength 
But there wasn’t any positive results since
I feel that my soul is sick
I wish that I could hit myself with a stick
I know that is wrong
So I must be strong
Hold my tears
Think of happy dreams
But this question is still stuck in my mind
Why am I crying now?!




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