Why Am I Crying Now?!

2004-06-14 09:01:23 (GMT) Why am I crying now?! It appears that I won’t find an answer at all It’s a question that had confused me for so long I wished that I could hold my tears as I hear this song ‘cause it’s making me realize how lonely and sad I am now And I’m asking myself how It’s the true fact I’m alone and there’s no use for acts In the end, I just got this moon I hope that this night would end soon Or I’ll tear myself up and vanish People seem to me selfish Not considering my feelings Just hurting me and making me crying I tell myself that I don’t care for what they are doing to me But there are tears on my face that I see Though I don’t know the reason But still, I’m crying in this whole season I shout and say, that I should stop this I hold my fist I hold it tight to give me strength But there wasn’t any positive results since I feel that my soul is sick I wish that I could hit myself with a stick I know that is wrong So I must be strong Hold my tears Think of happy dreams But this question is still stuck in my mind Why am I crying now?! N.B.