lying awake
unable to leave this bed of nails i lay on
crying for help
but the words just echo in my mind
never leaving my lips
lost in the darkness
but feeling that someone is watching
never alone
always alone
desperate to be free
but i stay in your trap
i always come back to you
forever your prisioner
bound by the chains of your cruelty
encase me in pain
my body is numb
my mind is not yours
and though you hold me in your web of hatred
i smile.