my lips are numb
my head is light
I feel like scum
my mind is blight

how could this retch
have come to be?
all i was
was anyone but me

I tried to help
I can't help
I tried to die
I couldn't die

I intervened
I saved her life
I was to kean
Now buried in strife

If he loved her
Then why'd he try?
to take her life
because of a lie

I tried to help
I can't help
I tried to die
I couldn't die

now I sit here
alone in my room
writeing this shit
no future looms

my best friend is gone
My objectives misread
everyone hates him
but we both feel dead