Numb

my lips are numb my head is light I feel like scum my mind is blight how could this retch have come to be? all i was was anyone but me I tried to help I can't help I tried to die I couldn't die I intervened I saved her life I was to kean Now buried in strife If he loved her Then why'd he try? to take her life because of a lie I tried to help I can't help I tried to die I couldn't die now I sit here alone in my room writeing this shit no future looms my best friend is gone My objectives misread everyone hates him but we both feel dead