Type A

Just because I am shouting and my eyes tear doesnt mean i am sharing oesnt me that i care Becuase she is pretty Doesnt mean she doesnt cry she comes off strong seems like theres nothing wrong She just doesnt know Where she belongs Just because I smile it doesnt mean i dont feel the frown when I laugh ever wonder if maybe i wish to drown? You'll never know The hollow inside Unless your the one To have also attempted suicide And just because I seem so eccentric happy even strong Doest mean i dont feel like i think you werent wrong and you never notice the shiney metal does this mean the scares arent real? ever notice the sdden sleeves and the tendancy to wear many bandwaids? If only you knew What went on inside my mind, behind closed doors, when Im alone in the dark.. if you only knew how often my hated thoughts were of you. you dont care and never did and from you i never hid and now i hide all the secrets and all the lies curled up in a ball of hate i think about nothing. my mind is blank a sheet of white the only thought is of what will coem tonight. xoxo Ellie J