Broken heart

You broke my heart, You watched me pick up the pieces, You broke it again. I gave you my hope I gave you my life, my dreams. You watched them suffer, You smothered them And they died. You consumed me in your darkness, I drowned in your ignorance. I watched as you walked away, I waited forever, And embraced your return. But in your eyes I see love, In your heart I found what’s missing from mine, And in your arms I feel safe, understood. For the first time in so long, I’m happy … with myself, with life. For so long now I haven’t known myself, I’ve known only you. But who you are, I don’t know. What seemed like forever has ended, A moment frozen in time. A touch of heaven has locked me in hell. I should hate you, But I don’t. I should leave you behind, move on. But I can’t. It’s hurts to remember, but I’m too scared to forget. I need you now, Now that you’re gone, Although I’ll never admit it, I miss you. My world has fallen apart, I need your help to piece it together. I want you, more than you know, My hearts cold now, I’m numb to you. You can’t get through, you can’t break me. As much as I need it, want it, Nothing will be the same. I can’t go back to knowing nothing, believing everything. I want the innocents you stole from me. I want my life back. I want because when you let go of me, This time will be the last time, And I’ll die inside again.