1 1/3 DISTRUCTION

id ask to hear you say you love me but im sick of all your lies dont sit there and tell me you dont know when you've really known all this time i cant explain how much my heart hurts your holding it so you tell me someone ripped it out of my chest and threw it out for the world to see sometimes i actually wonder what my life might have been if when i saw that gurl walking if i had never let her in not gunna be the same again no matter how hard i try might not even be there for you depending on if you lie the one thing that would probably hurt the most is happening before i have even left wuts it matter now shes just like the rest but hey i guess thats just the thanks i get you will probably never even get to see so you will obviously never know how long have you been holding on to him better yet when did you let me go so ask me if i feel the same ask me if i cried today well i dont know cuz im confused and yeah i did cuz i cant handle this pain things will never be the same between us as long as you hold his name i wonder how long you've wanted this how much you just want it to be the same how many years is it now since his dicks been in her mouth? your were away at band camp was it out side or over at his house??? I dont even know if you like him cuz you keep calling him like you do so then where does that leave me tossed away forgettn like ur grey shoes but its okay i guess cuz whatever it makes you happy so then so am i but dont come crying back to me when he shoots his load in another chicks eye you said that it would hurt you the most if i started likeing some one else??? you beat me to it i guess