as i stare off into space,
watching as another tear falls off my face
wondering whow i got to this distant place.
nothing fits,
and nothing works
all i know is everything hurts

dying from the inside out
with no one there to hear my shout
and another tear drops

as teh tears fall
and my heart aches
why is there no end?

i need someone to say they love me
and everything will be okay
i need these words, here today

something's wrong
im not who i was
there's a terrible place
where all my fears lurk but i cannot face

where am i now?
here.
here is not where i want to be

please, can't someone help me?
and as my tears drop and break,
i remember, and cannot understand.

xox Kyelle