Inside Out, by Ellie J [Idol Lies]

as i stare off into space, watching as another tear falls off my face wondering whow i got to this distant place. nothing fits, and nothing works all i know is everything hurts dying from the inside out with no one there to hear my shout and another tear drops as teh tears fall and my heart aches why is there no end? i need someone to say they love me and everything will be okay i need these words, here today something's wrong im not who i was there's a terrible place where all my fears lurk but i cannot face where am i now? here. here is not where i want to be please, can't someone help me? and as my tears drop and break, i remember, and cannot understand. xox Kyelle