James and Kate, by Ellie J [Idol Lies]

touch him and feel him fall see him and know it all watch him as he meanders down the hall. staring after wondering waiting hoping biting and praying crying holding on for another day... watch her smile at him and see him grimace see her wave to him watch him turn away. see her yell out calling, screaming, clawing... anything. are you in there? where is the boy i love today? where is the friend i lust after where have you gone? father figure childlike playfulness teary eyes and emo sighs... do you want her do you know her? does she know you and if she doesn't can't she see right through? little boy why are you letting this die little boy why are you going away little boy, can't you see how i need you so? emocity at it's finest pretty boi shy and yet.. so not a frail guy time is getting to you my friend the girls, the drugs the rock star life that can never end... i miss you the you i knew i question now what i am to do. i hold onto the hopes that this girl thing will soon pass i hold out for tomorrow where you smile can melt all sorrow please pretty boi stop this charade please little boy, don't let them rain on my parade... she'll go away don't push me can't you see i can't just let us die i don't understand why it is that she has come chosen to leach i won't be like that. do your crumble when we touch? do you grimace when i laugh when i brush your hair or touch your lap? no, becuase these things don't happen i'm not like her don't let me go... Someday pretty boi i'll have teh strength to tell you i'll have teh courage to show.. someday my childlike guy i'll tell you that i love you and i'll tell you exactly why... don't let this never happen. xoxo Kyelle