You keep making me worse
everytime i see you
having high hopes that you want me
and then despairing when you don't
it's the same thing all the time
it's like an old wound opening all over again
hurting me
you never understand
how i feel
you never see it
from my point of view
i get so angry
you don't care
one day though
you won't be able to touch me
i hope you know that
i will not waste my life
waiting around for you
i told you
it's all or nothing
you decide
so stop dragging this thing on
coz it's putting me through so much torture
and it's not fair
i don't deserve it
please let me go, let me live my life
instead of keeping me dangling
on a piece of string
this is going no-where
we are going no-where
so if you don't want me
stop playing these games
let me go


for ben


Copyright Rebecca Waring