I didnt mean to break your heart

I didnt mean to break your heart I didnt mean it when i said we were better off apart I was just running and hiding from my feelings So now im sat leaning against your front door And i know your in there listening to what i have to say And im crying because i hate being this way Im sorry i didnt mean to hurt you I just wanted to be happy, i expected too much I can feel you sat against the other side Listen to me, i've layed my down my pride Im here to apologise, im here to tell you That im totally in love with you I only want a second chance And i know i wont need a third I wont hurt you again, because i can feel your pain I didnt mean to break your heart and i have never wanted us to part I have loved you from the start I hate you feeling this way Dont cry, im here, please open your front door, let me in And i am not just a kid, and im not jokin I have never felt this way, i never want to feel like this about anyone else, because your the only one for me So please beleive me when i say I know you dont want to hurt anymore I dont want to hurt you, and i wont ever again Because i hate it when your sad And its my fault, and i am mad with myself Because some things are better left on the shelf.. And the front door opens, i look up and your their Cuts on your arm, chunks out of your hair Baby why did you do it Why did you put me through it Why did you make me leave What did i do wrong Do you not love me But all the answers come from my heart when i say I love you more every single day You didnt do anything wrong, it was all me and i didnt want you to walk over me i protected myself before i thought of you and now all i want to do, is get up and hold you Im begging you to forgive me and with all the love thats in me I apologise, and i have given you my heart trusting you wont pull me apart Forever i want to be yours.. and from now on It wont be behind those closed doors... **for my baby boy, i know what i did to you, and i just want to say thankyou for forgiving me, i will always love you, and from now on, everyone will know.. i promise. i love you. xx** ...this actually happened, i sat outside the front door, in the rain for 5 hours, crying and begging, and when it finally opened i couldnt have been happier... © Copyright, Ryder-CB