Here I am again.

So here I am again, Back where I belong, You all say it’s my prison, I think it’s my home, This is it, pain is all I know, A tear falls from my eye, Another broken promise, I swore I wouldn’t cry, It feels like I don’t even exist anymore, And I felt myself fall, I tried to grip, hold on, But I was alone, no one there at all, And so here I am again, Broken scared and cold, I have to find more to life, This story has already been told, And here I am again, home, Tears falling, looking at a blade, I dare myself to use it, Break the promises I made, But as each tear kills my soul, It also reminds me I am strong, I’m crying, not bleeding, Its just a shame I took so long, But here I am again, I have not cut for weeks, Every teardrop saves me, Each teardrop speaks.