Holding on to today

I reflect on today and how I wish I could just.. hold on a bit more. I don't want it to end. I want to grasp it in my hands and never let go, but I stare and watch as it slips through my fingers. I remember your smile and your laugh. I remember the thoughts you shared but they are just effects from the flood they aren't the day. I want to turn back the hands of the clock and with it time. Maybe if time stood still when we were in the Cafe. But now the day seems like a snow dome that you shake and watch but aren't there. Hot chocolate and laughter. Packing up ready to move watching you slowly go further away. Wishing time would stop and that we could dance on the edge of time. I don't like this feeling of time slipping by. This feeling of life going quick. I want to treasure this moment. This moment is so precious. Tommorow is another day.......closer to you leaving.