Fractured; Captured; Vision Blurred.

my heart is fractured caught up and i'm captured.. by someone else. i'm so sorry.. gushing regret. but i quickly forget in that someone else's presence.. i'm so sorry. how do i fix this? what should i do? the last thing i want is to hurt you.. but the hurt is inevitable the kiss was unforgettable.. i'm so sorry. a week to mend a week to decide a week to try and hide all my feelings accept from myself. at the end of the week all should be dealt. never been in this situation before i feel like a cheap two-timing whore. never been in this situation before and i don't know what the point is, what this is all for.. opening a door and shutting another emotions like floods of colour. in my mind and in my head, my body and soul are exhausted and close to dead. broken. spoken and unspoken. tokens of my love, your love, his.. blurred by clouds of confusion infatuation? a house of illsions.. shadows in the dark, fading into my heart.. breaking us further and further apart, where and when did this all start. i know i need a change. somehow, i hope all the right choices and decisions will fall into place. flowers in the vase.. the sincerity on his face feelings that i don't think i can erase.. i'm so sorry. so, so sorry. love michelle.