WHAT IS RIGHT ANYMORE???

this path ive chosen cruel and cold back in your arms i want to hold my life is messed my secrets are scattered i just walked away from everything that mattered now alone in the dark writeing to no one hopeing that ill get a reply but its all too much i almost break down and cry days turn to nights then back into days i cant feel my soul anymore i dont have anything left in me to walk out that door i need you now more then ever it seems help me get past this i need to get home back to your warm kiss misery is following me knowing when to strike always gets me when im on my knees ignores my cries and all of my helpless pleas side ways back wards up side down on the wall controlled from the very start now its time to take care of me while following my heart