I can't rely on myself
Thoughts of failure there
The way you always mock me
Condemning me with your stare
No matter how hard I try
Nothing seems to please you
So I hide the pain inside
And do what you tell me to
Fragile like I'm broken
Open wounds for you to tear
Screaming for you to leave me
But your face is always there
Pushing me further
Watching my world spin
Lacking the depths of truth
Pulling me deeper within
Defenseless to your nature
Afraid of your touch
Hiding from the feelings 
Of wanting you so much