The Hope Of What Was Taken

By Loneliness is condescending •
Shrinking under the sunlight I find thee
Uselessly I watch you fade
Darkness lights up the emptiness
Dreaming of the better days
Entering into the hope of tomorrow
Narcolepsy grabbing hold
Faintly pulling me down
Adding to my sense of loss
In me it has found a home
Trembling this pulls me apart
Hateful conceit at the thought that it could take me
Losing my hold on insanity
Either hope or hate
Seeking the truth
Seeing many paths
Hardly knowing where to start
Or the number of the errors
Perhaps i'am meant to stop
End this thing that I can’t control
Falling to my knees
Uttering the promises
Loving all that’s dead
Learning from those that live
Drinking up my sorrow
Right before its ends
Everyone has left me
Arrows flew through the air
Morning light is breaking
Soon I shan’t know myself
Are you even worth this?
Rather I see the worth of nothing
Echoing the future
Breaking
Reaching for the earth
Each has his own memory
Aching for mine
Kicking through
I’ll find my way home
Never will I let go
Grieving for the stolen ones