Looking for the Truth

By Loneliness is condescending •
Shadows follow me in the light
I'll never make it out alive
Listening I hear the dammed
Killed my own
Redundancy is mocking me
Envying everyone around me
Deathless pain
Splurging on the worthless
Haruspex you say
Intemporal Knowledge
Rasping my breath comes slow
Toxic thoughts are killing me