I trusted you,
I loved you,
I wanted everything for us.
I wanted to raise a family,
I wanted to be a family,
with you, your children,
and our childrn the would have been.
You told me that you wnated these things too.
You told me and the ones close to me, that you would
charish and love me and make sure I was protected.
why would you say theses thing like you ment it,but when you
didn't.
you started our relationship on lies,
I was nieve, obligingly I complyed with you.
I even (unkowing) backed you up when you lied to people,
saying we will be alright, we are just on a losing streak.
when things went wrong, again and again, 
time after time.
now, I have the dreaded bills from the doctor,apartment, and
car, which I don't have(you took),and can not afford.
Getting a bill for the car isn't bad untill it said your
price will go up for... da da da me, trusted you. when you
said you had the car insured.
Next comes the bill, from the doctor which wouldn't be bad
if you had the job that you said you had with the insurance
you said we had... but again I just blindly believed you.
There should be something against people like you who woow
ladies into love, by making up dreamy lies, that lead in to
woowing into a marraige of lies,
which is followed by a life of lies
which is sooner or later followed
by the big... big.... earth shaking,
life shattering 
EXPLOSION OF LIES
for lies only can stand for so long.
But I will tell you this even after life implodes into
blackness.... 
there is still life.
for I am a walking proof,
or should I say crawling proof.
I am still, breathing, still
living.
I may be crawling, but it's just time
before I am back standing, then walking on my own two feet.
for you, you will never be able to live on your own.
for you will always need someone to back you and save you 
from your own lies
or people will never
believe you.