I can't understand
Or maybe I don't want to
I'm too afraid to believe
What I know is true
Breathing my addiction
Forcing away the pain
Living in the tragedy
With only myself to blame
Hating the thoughts
Condensed in my head
Surpressing the words
Forgetting what you said
Keeping my secret
Needing it even more
Silent to my addiction
Never feeling this before
Running out of patience
Amusing you with lies
Taking back the truth
All for endless highs