She tore my heart out
In the most horrific way
I trusted her
I trusted her so much
She found a part of me
That disappeared with my past
She made me shine again
Made me smile
And she taught me how to laugh again
How to trust again
But she took it from me
She took hersalf away
She wants to be treated badly
She wants him to control her
But yet she wants me 
Wants me to be there for her to vent
But I can't
It hurts me too much
I took back all her things
All the little reminders of her 
She left so much here
She told me how much I had hurt her 
With such a simple gesture
But doesn't she realize
How much she hurt me
When she took my heart with her
Made me feel things that I didn't want to feel again
I miss her so much
I need her in my life
I need my best friend
I needed her love
She was there
There for such an important time
She went through so much with me
Shared everything I could offer
How can I get away from it
How can I ever trust again
What do I do if she comes back
I hate her for hurting me
But I love her for who she is
All her faults
All my faults
We are the same
We were best friends
Or so I thought
But he is more important
He and his awful words he says to her
We treated her like a queen
But she wants him
I can't figure her out
She hurt me
I TRUSTED HER