This ugly face I want no one to see.
Because it doesn't reflect the real me.
I hate myself in every way. 
There's nothing you can say. 
I take this pain day by day.
There is no use to pray.
This wont ever go away.
You'll never ever know 
the girl trapped beneath.
It wont ever show.
It's hidden underneath. 
I kick and scream 'cause this is hell.
You know that I'm unwell. 
Your cold words sting like cuts.
You try to break down this door I've shut.
My past is painfull,
I won't lie.
I just want to sit here and cry.
But no, I've got to be strong.
Even though I don't belong.
I'll get through this day by day.
Somehow healing in a way.