My name is Tyler Cedric Golden. I turn 17 on October 28. I was once in a deep relationship in which I gave this person everything because my love was so powerful and limitless I could never imagine my life without her....but her parents made us split up after a year and two months and I dropped to my knees crying and begging God to save me from this misery...I lost all hope and every time I see her around my heart burns and a knife slides across it leaving another scar of pain by love...we cry our hearts out when we see each other barely able to stand the fact that we are by each other because it hurts to know we can't be together...I have never been so hurt or inflicted by anything or any one and have never done so good in my life until I got with that one person....Now I'm alone again and over 300 poems I have written are about her when we were together and it hurts to see them there...we have written each other poems and I have over 50 pics of us on my phone and over 300 saved txt messages from her...pratically everything in my essence and everything I see has to do with or reminds me of her...my life has been toture as if it is a test to see the suicidal part of me...I will not let it win and take control...but sometimes the pain is too hard to bare......