ilness makes us weak
like a lil puppy
im here
n all meak
no comfort no remorse,.,.
no distractions to steer you off course
i have nothin you want
nothin you need
all despair.. all distraught
just lied down n bleed
but i recover
i go on
i stay away
for more n more long
i dont wnat to.,.,
it's so hard
the more i think
the deeper the shard
dont like that from your heart
my all emotions dispelled
i know why you hate me
as i felt all this angst n hurt.,.,
my ripped out bleeding heart
took one last stand,.,.
to angrily feelings,..,.,revert
when im donw n low
my heart one place does go
back to you
back to you
the one whos softnesss.,.,.,.,(leaves it here)

ive written a million poems..,., a milllion squillion
rhymes,.,. 
if only id made an effort.,., to jot them down at times.,,.
id have made the world cry.,., let them veiw
perspectives.,., thru this eye,..,
the'yd have thanked there lucky stars
n gone,,.., 'there for the Grace of God.,.,., Go I,.,.,.'


i'll think of you at christmas
hope its for better
not for worse
but as they sing that song.,.,auld lang syne
once and for ever ,..,.,(hears you go Hip -Hip -Ho RarRrRr)
our final verse,.,.,