Reality

By jessica •
like a blade cutting through my heart
i hear your voice call out to me
the words so soft yet so load
to loud.
shut up
shut up is all im able to say
so many words in my head yet
when i open my mouth
shut up is all i can say
and why wont it go away
as it get louder more voices
seem to come
and as if im stuck in time
time itself has seemed to stop
i now know what i must do
but how? its to hard
and finally i can say more
but not much more
leave me alone
im scared
help
and now what
i no i cant stay
this way forever
and just as time seems
to start movieing faster
then what i can handle
i wake up
could it all have
just been a dream
but no its
my reality
and like a helpless childe
i must live in this nightmare
i call my reality