THE ATONEMENT FEE

IN THE LONELIEST HOUR ONE CAN SEE HIM SELF COMPLETELY. ONCE AMERCED IN SELF-DENIAL MY HEART & MIND SANK MOST DISCRETELY BUT NOW FROM ALL OUR TIME APART I FIND MY SELF AGAIN SEEKING FOR YOUR SALVATION FOR THE LIGHT OF YOUR TRUTH IS LIKE THE SUN TO THE DARK & IM BUT A FLOWER WILTING FROM THIS GRAVE DEVASTATION THINKING OF ALL THAT I’VE DESIRE IN THE MIDST OF SUCH PAIN ONLY BURNED ALL MY EXISTENCE LIKE WILD FIRE & UNCOVERED THE LIFE THAT I LIVED WAS TRUELY IN VAIN AS WITHIN THE MIRRORS OF MEMORY CONSTANTLY TAUNTING THESE PICTURES OF THY PAST UNFORGIVEN PICK AT THY MIND WITH A PREVALENT HAUNTING FOR NOW I SEE FROM THIS DISPAIR & HELPLESS PLEA I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE FORGIVEN A RIGHT TO BE FREE SO I MUST LIFT MY SELF FROM ALL THIS GRIEVING FOR THIS CHRIST PAYED THE ATONEMENT FEE & FOREVER IN MY HEART HE IS LIVING 12/21/08