He held my heart till death,
And even after he left.

I miss everything he was.
People say to move on
Its over he's gone.

I still wish he was here.
I still hold his picture near.

But I am afraid I had no choice.
That my love for him was lost like his voice.
And like his old noise.

Never though I could feel again.
Until I found this new bestfriend.

I hurt because his place was taken.
Covered up the part of my heart that was left achin.

Why do I smile when he never did?
Why do I breathe when couldnt live?
Why do I have great dreams when he cried in the night?
Why do I stand strong when he lived in fright?

I miss him to far much.
And nowhere to place this love.

His sis complains that I have found someone new.
"Adien I still love you"
I cant let go of who we used to be.
But I have found someone else for me.

Guilt over powers maybe.
But I still miss you baby.