Thought I was over you
That there was no more feelings.
But I was wrong.
Thinking about you all the time.
At night when I'm alone wishing to be in your arms.
Trying so hard to suppress those feelings
But it seems so impossible.
Hate it but can't deny it anymore.

The question now is should you know?
You're with her and looking happy.
Would it be selfish and unfair to her?
Wanting to tell you, yet somethings holding me back.
Why did that night make me see the truth?
Why couldn't I go on living a lie?

Missing you so much,
Hoping that you will call me, ask me over.
Wanting to be near you, to see you smile one more time.
To look in your eyes and see you looking back.

But that won't happen
You won't hold me again
I screwed up, sorry.

Now you know,
I miss you,
Love you,
Want you,
But trying to live without you.



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