I look at my reflection in this crystal clear water
And it reminds me of the traumatizing slaughter,
The one I feel deep in my heart,
Like sales crashed on a chart,
These feelings are extremely deep and true,
If only I could find that one person to say “I love
you”
Maybe this hole wouldn’t be so deep,
Bottomless it appears, if only control I could keep, 
Then I could finally sleep,
At night hopefully not alone,
But with someone to warm me in my home,
As my deeply frozen scarred heart melts, someone opens its
door and lips touch mine,
From that moment everything appears to be fine,
Not just fine but superb,
I could lift off and fly higher than a bird,
But as my imagination sees this I suddenly fall from the
sky,
I feel like I’m sick and going to die,
As my newly warmed heart goes frozen once more
I wake from my dream sweating and scream,
Only to realize it was my lost love in my nightmares,
But does it mean she still cares
Is it my heart crying for help,
Or is it a horrible message from Hell,
I don’t know, but I do know my heart has yet to be
restored,
Who will be the one to open its door…?
By: Tyler Cedric Golden
10/16/08