When certain things fall it is not in a sense of gravity
rather than the power of pressure,
These feelings yet to be certain of hopefully will not turn
down to worse but up to better,
Faith is something that begins to dissolve under the surface
of this ordeal,
I need to know and need to understand of how to handle what
I feel,
For the complication in my life such as this is more than
definitely at the time the climax of all of my problems,
I may be very well intelligent and school and somewhat
economically but apparently not enough or I would’ve
already solved them,
These problems or complications, in which I speak,
Makes me nervous and confused no longer strong but weak,
My mind usually in the state of care and love,
Is now lost, answers which I cannot find even as analyze
this problem while I look at the shining blue sky above,
Inspiration is supposedly found and yet time spent with this
inspiration is not enough,
For if it was, maybe the obstacles I seem to trip over
wouldn’t be so tough,
Inside I cry as I sleep and cry as I awake,
These emotions this pressure I would rather no longer take,
For the string in life I’ve held on to for so long,
Is now about to be cut and I know it’s true for I hear my
perish song,
This falls upon me with a terrifying sense while it crawls
along its path,
This feeling I realize means my existence may no longer
last,
Dark and deafening life becomes to me,
But then this blinding light eliminates this darkness and I
gradually begin to see,
The hope in my life or in other words my one true love,
I drop to my knees crying and then I begin to get shoved,
Back up on my feet by the one, who cares for me the most,
A choice to make and now I have finally chosen,
That my existence is not something to be confused about or
ignore,
I look at my love with uprising hope in my heart and we walk
back to Earth through heaven’s door….
By: Tyler Golden