Try So Hard, But in Disbelief, Not Hard Enough

As rumors are spread as fast as a virus your trust in me is weakened whether admitted or not, Baby you don’t understand how much I care, I would rather slit my own throat right now or get shot, If I honestly would ever dare cheat on you then why baby why I ask you, would I have written on my walls, notebooks, papers, poems, and even on my own skin that I love you or why would I tell everyone I’m with you showing them pictures of you, always talking about you, post on MySpace that were together, and more I can’t even think of, for I have devoted all of my life towards us and our relationship, These rumors don’t even make me upset but actually pissed, For whoever makes up rumors like this have no heart, Baby I promised my absolute devotion to you from the very start, If anyone ever told me something such as this I would have no belief in it unless it was out of your mouth, If I ever did anything to hurt you, then birds would fly north for the winter instead of south, Because it’s impossible and for once clearly think about this in analyzation, For it makes no sense and it is clearly false, unless you believe I would hurt my world and inspiration, A tear and devastating pain drop upon my life at ever hurting you baby because your as delicate as a feather, Baby why hurt you when you’ve done nothing but love and care and basically, baby, you make me better, Better than the best, this relationship I’ve tried so hard and done nothing wrong because for once someone actually loves me, Sad it is for me and a future for us I very well see, Because not a dang thing in this world will ever get in out way as long as I’m alive, Baby if what was said is honestly true, then I have no life to live and no dignity left and I wish if this happened that the Lord show no mercy and that in excruciating pain a tear falls from the eyes upon my face and my spirit begins to burn and sent to Hell, and in the most sorrowful way, I die…. By: Tyler Golden