Hardships of Love

You say you’re so sick and tired of being so sick and tired, You wanted a hint well how about a flier, To tell you about the worries I’ve had, About me losing or you cheating or completely and overall something bad, This weakness and depression makes me feel so sad, Distant and some how severing this connection has come, Please tell me we’ll make it and this relationship won’t be undone, Because of how I care and feel about our combined love, Do you see me there as you look left, right, down, or above? In every angle of every moment it is you I see, Out of my mind I know and realize you will never be, I want you to tell me and to respond hopefully worried and yet positive about what I write, Please do not get upset and cry, scream, argue, or fight, For excitement and movement in our relationship is left alone, dull, and still, It’s in a way pessimistic and it wouldn’t feel better with any drugs or pill, I don’t understand and it worries me so, Please baby I want to understand and know, If you have cheated and if not if your fine and still love me just as much, I’m not accusing you of cheating or calling you a slut, I’ve just tried so very hard and done my very best, I just don’t want to be heartbroken and have to rip these feelings out of my chest, Unfinished was my thoughts as I was writing, Lost was my mind as we were fighting, Touched and deeply scarred by your love I am, Your dad has disowned you and so has mine, so he’s not worth calling my dad anymore so I call him Sam, Past and present we have fought and continue to fight for us to be together, The future with us I hope will go on forever and ever, Do not forget the love, care, and tears I have shed in behalf of our relationship, For it’s like biting the hand that feeds you and in this situation I really don’t want to get bit, Because the bite I speak of in this one is in a concept of hurting you, I don’t want you crying, acting sad, and looking all blue, But if we both remain honest, loyal, and true, Then our care, strength, and dedication will always be strong and when I tell you this I mean it because baby I love you, And the best thing to hear and know back is that you do and will always, Love me too…. By: Tyler Golden