My True Feelings Towards You (“I wish… every second…confusi

I love looking into your sparkling eyes and seeing you gorgeous smile, I wish I could see it more, instead of only every once in awhile, I miss you so much and the desire to see you increases more every second of my life, I try to ignore these complicated feelings, but it’s an extremely hard fight, So close I am to you and so close you are to me, together we are as one and are very tight, I think over a way to see you more and I think I just might, Find some direction I can move towards, that leads forever and only to you, I think about you in every waking second of my life and it helps me realize this love is absolutely true, Every time I’m away from you my feelings become more similar to the color blue, The sadder and more depressed I become makes me even more confused about what to do, And how to progress in order to be with you more, Sometimes I don’t want to plans things out, but rather just walk to your house from out my door, I wish in a way and in a way I don’t, that time could shoot forward to where I am always by your side, To fast I hope it doesn’t go to the conclusion of this life where we die, But never shall there be a conclusion to our love, It will continue in this world and the one way up above, I try hard but not hard enough to show my feelings and how much I care, Break up or separate we won’t because neither I nor you would ever dare, I long for you and your love as every second passes by, I know I have your love, but present you are not and I look down in tears, take a deep breath and sigh, I want to see you all the time, but all the time I see you not, I wish I could see you right in front of my eyes in every spot, I turn and glance beside me in hope to see you there, But there you appear not to be physically and I space out in my own way thinking of you as I stare, At nothing but air and what is around me, but it’s you I see in my own imagination, I really wish I could make you here and real as if a type of telepathically transportation, But I cannot; and only wish and hope is all I can ever do, I’m sick of this lonely feeling and these dreams they all make me so entirely confused, Impatient I am to see you more and more each and every second, minute, hour, day, and week, I wish to see you more so in person more of my true feelings towards you I can speak, I hope you realize and know to the full extent that I care about you more than anything that can open up to me in my life, A new and better color to life I need to find and make it my dye, I don’t necessarily always know what to do in my life but still hard I try, I watch closely and try to comprehend what goes on in my life as it quietly and calmly passes by, I see that it is love I have finally come to an understanding with and have so happily found, A new life I am connected with and I’m satisfied that I’m bound, With the one I truly love and care for, and miss all of the time, With you I am finally in realization that I am in an important and soft emotional bind, And in this I can see that in my life this is my prime, Or in other words for fun, this is how I get mine, Or even more or less this is me so watch me grind, Now I’m just having fun, but it’s because I’m with the one that I very well love the most of all, Please listen to my feelings and understand because together happy we will be and united, we stand tall! By: Tyler Golden