Lost Again

By SMILING DARKNESS •
I thought I found the right way.
Thought I was on that path,
But I find myself lost again.
Sometimes, I make it to the enlightened path,
But I stray.
I'll never know when I'll be found.
Every turn is a surprise attack.
So I can't trust what is happening now.
Tomorrow won't be the same.
This smile will fade,
This heart will break
Sometimes I want to give up.
But I know I can't.
I stay strong.
But not strong enough.
I will still crash and burn.
Disaster at every turn.
I am lost,
Anywhere I go won't make me found.