Lost and found again,
Have I really been forgiven, for all of my sins?
All I want is acceptance and not to be hated,
I wonder, even while a dream, if maybe all of this is just
fated,
It is my path that I have walked,
Would it have altered if I went a different direction or at
certain times just didn’t talk,
I feel so misunderstood, like I’m not wanted at all,
Off of this edge I might as well just fall,
But something stops me from causing this event,
Maybe it’s because just too much time I have spent,
Working and slowly progressing in this life,
What little effort was put in I still manage to put up a
fight,
And that is why I have made it this far,
For some it's easy and for others it's hard,
Sometimes I just want my life to end,
And other times I just want a friend,
To be true and care about me the way I would them,
I wonder what would happen if I could just find an
inspiration instead of sitting here all alone,
Then maybe, truly, it would feel like a have an actual
home,
I will continue this search and be persistent till my heart
beats no more,
I’ve always been frozen solid, to my hearts very core,
But now maybe a little effort or push is all I will need,
Well, I guess in the end we will just have to see.