LOST

Lost and found again, Have I really been forgiven, for all of my sins? All I want is acceptance and not to be hated, I wonder, even while a dream, if maybe all of this is just fated, It is my path that I have walked, Would it have altered if I went a different direction or at certain times just didn’t talk, I feel so misunderstood, like I’m not wanted at all, Off of this edge I might as well just fall, But something stops me from causing this event, Maybe it’s because just too much time I have spent, Working and slowly progressing in this life, What little effort was put in I still manage to put up a fight, And that is why I have made it this far, For some it's easy and for others it's hard, Sometimes I just want my life to end, And other times I just want a friend, To be true and care about me the way I would them, I wonder what would happen if I could just find an inspiration instead of sitting here all alone, Then maybe, truly, it would feel like a have an actual home, I will continue this search and be persistent till my heart beats no more, I’ve always been frozen solid, to my hearts very core, But now maybe a little effort or push is all I will need, Well, I guess in the end we will just have to see.