Blue Flame

panic sets in, im hallucinating eyes run wild, heart's accelerating i look for you but i cant see you locked your heart and took the key now i wait in the cold behind the door hoping, waiting you'll come back for more its pathetic, i know, but pity me i plead on the outside im fine but internally i bleed its possible to die more times than just one i've done it, gone months, even years without sun the night was my home, evil my friend pain was eternal, one beginning and no end but i saw a flame in the distant dark your heart shone bright though a tiny spark light. i lived, for a moment or two as i ran towards a love i knew but as i moved closer, the flame turned blue i called your name, without a clue that the person who was locking the door wasnt waiting for me anymore.