panic sets in, im hallucinating
eyes run wild, heart's accelerating
i look for you but i cant see
you locked your heart and took the key
now i wait in the cold behind the door
hoping, waiting you'll come back for more
its pathetic, i know, but pity me i plead
on the outside im fine but internally i bleed
its possible to die more times than just one
i've done it, gone months, even years without sun
the night was my home, evil my friend
pain was eternal, one beginning and no end
but i saw a flame in the distant dark
your heart shone bright though a tiny spark
light. i lived, for a moment or two
as i ran towards a love i knew
but as i moved closer, the flame turned blue
i called your name, without a clue
that the person who was locking the door
wasnt waiting for me anymore.