Darkness

Darkness is all I ever see, Darkness is what my life seems to be, I don’t understand why my mind is so resistant on thinking more optimistic thoughts, Tried I have multiple times, and now I appear to be caught, Like trapped within a maze of my own mind, Lost forever, in this abyss and darkness of time, Not the positive side in which I very much lust for in my own greed to be happy, I feel so exhausted and worn and my movements appear lazy, unwanted, and crappy, I just don’t seem to accomplish anything I work for in my life, Sometimes I wonder if life is worth having and maybe, just might, If I were to lie down and perish for the rest of eternity, If any one would honestly miss me…… As this darkness surrounds my body like if it was eating away my happiness and my spirit, Leaving nothing but depression, negativity, and a soul, I am dragged down into this bottomless, dark, and unknown hole….