Banishment from Heavenly Light

I work and try to get through the day, Sorrowfully, no, but in a happy way, I progress through life as optimistic as can be, Every one smile and waves, always cheerful around me, I really like the way things appear to go, I have a wife and kids waiting for me always at home, Man, life seems great, almost perfect in a sense, I’m fairly smart, and everything seems to come to me in a cinch! And yet perfect is not something meant to be upon this world…… I rush home from this phone call in distress, I look at my house and everything is a mess, Before I even get out of the car tears rush down my face, I was doing so good happiness appeared to be my place, As an officer approaches, telling me of the fire that occurred, I could not believe what I heard… To know that what kept me happy was taken in just a day, All my happiness gone, my family has passed away, I cry, sitting and staring at this gun in my hand, I worked so hard and always appeared to be a good man, Wrong I was, but for good I always put up a fight, But now as I pull this trigger, I am forever banished from heavenly light.