Never remember it felt like this
   butterfilies in my heart,
lingering in my tummy,
Pathetic butterflies, 
I thought these days were over
butterflies flatter here,
flatter there,



It feels good,
It feels scary,
it feels weird
Addictive,
seductive,

Butterflies creating chemistry,
creating mischive,
creating fear
makes me feel queer,

I think these feelings are taboo
He is not for me,
How could I get trap like this,

where is the gaurd i had put up?
Miss ever so tough-
Miss I won't go there again-

butterflies invading my heart,
my thoughts
my body
breaking down my walls

tryin to fight it
hide it play tough
they trying to show through my eyes.

damn little butterflies

Please let it be a crush,
please let it be a phase,
please let it be a moment,
please let it be just butterflies

and only stay at that

I hope they will fly away,
but i want to see him more

and feel my butterflies

but it can never be more
i must control myself
i can never let it be more

no love
no more mushy mushy
no let in in,

These butterflies feel like sin
not regrets
not pride
not anger,

but fear
alittle embarassment,
alittle weird,

cause he is my friend
and my brother.

Still i enjoy the butterflies he brings
brought,

until 
let see




too be cont'd