Crept Up from Underneath.....

I slowly walk around, not going in any certain direction
     I drift,
My direction I confusingly and randomly shift,
From side to side, from place to place,
I can no longer see my face,
In the reflection of this mystical knife,
The dark red-rosed blood slides across, and I think about my
life,
And why I explore it, like I would a pitch-black dark cave,
Lost I am within this maze,
I want my life to be, of some sort of use,
Even if it means having to deal in, horrible unforgettable
abuse....


All of the sudden the earth beneath me begins to crack,
I look at this in a terrifying way as I step back,
I wish my life had some sort of place,
And as the earthquakes, begin to make everything shake,
Reincarnated I hope to be with some sort of reason to live,
My life was fated hopeless, since I was a kid,
I hoped in the end this would all just be a dream,
But it is not so it seems,
As a tear falls,
It appears I have lost it all;
The earth is split open, and I see colossal claws and
horrible bloody teeth,
And my soul is forever taken, my essence gone from this
world, last thing to remember, is being crept up from
underneath.