I can't do this, what is my choice,
I need some direction, from an inside voice,
I'm scared, I'm confused,
I'm so extremely angry with myself, for not knowing what to
do,
My decision, can be so effective, and can leave me in pain,
I look up at this darkening cloudy sky, as it slowly begins
to rain,
I begin to cry so badly, for confusion is upsetting,
My choice is similar to playing poker, by making a gamble
and betting,
On nothing but chance and in hope,
Everytime I try to speak, I begin to choke,
I walk down this unknown path,
I hate myself inside, and inside grows wrath,
Why?! Why, can't I make my decision,
I ran into this part of my hard, a very unwanted collision,
What do I do, is there any one who can help,
I scream inside, as my heart begins to melt,
Will someone, or something, help my choice be made,
I guess I will have to restrain, and wait for this answer
some other day.