Watch me carefully, you will see something very interesting
indeed,
You will see me cry, and you will see me bleed,
You see it, as the knife slowly takes part of my life away,
Not just by the seconds, but by the days,
These harsh unpredictably painful scars,
I take the pain although it is hard,
But in a way I thrive off of its' beauty to give me this
pain,
Just like the beauty of a rainbow after it rains,
You think I'm losing my mind, or in other words you think
I'm insane,
All of this scarred tissue and bloody remains,
Laying beside me upon the floor, where I lost my life
because I was so utterly confused,
Sit there and meditate and wonder why, but I have the
answer, 
     and it was all because of you.