Everything is blocked, I can't understand,
How I can get through this, as an independent man,
I work so hard and focus as much as possible,
Will I succeed? To me it sounds improbable,
But I will try my best
  and give my crowded mind a test,
To see if I have enough modivation to survive alone,
I hope so, but I also hope in the future some one else will
belong in my home.