I am lost; I am unseen,
I am going crazy like a fiend,
 for a substance such as nicotine,
I can't understand; I can't comprehend,
Why I am lost again and again,
 and can never be found,
I am deeply hidden beneath the ground,
I have no feelings; I sense no thoughts,
It appears I am dying and beginning to rot,
Out of my own body, because I am lost inside my head,
Far worse than spaced out I seem, more like a zombie walking
from the dead,
I have not been forgiven,
 for my sins,
I really hope this isn't the end,
Because very few words were spoke to my friends,
The last time they appeared in front of me, it seems so long
it has been,
But I think I am beyond this world forever, gone and lost,
deep within.


My own mind,
For all time.......