stream of thoughts

Life is a journey is it not?
Atleast that's what i've been told my whole life.
Why cant we just stop travelling and enjoy it?
Why are people so worried about reaching there
'destination'?
Which ironically is death,
The cruel trail life leads you to...
So why not slow it down- build something of your life
wherever it may stop.
Grow something wonderful before your life ends.
I look at my grandmas life and i wish she had experienced so
many things that she hasnt.
She raised her kids her whole life and was so selfless.
I think there is a time and a place where one has to think
of themselves.
It cant all be about dreams,
What if your never reach them?
Think of life as an opportunity to forfil all your wants and
needs.
Find the one you love,
your soul mate - and find happiness.
I have seen that life can be short.
So each and every day i endevour to sive through the bad
stuff and carry on going strong.
I wont let the bad stuff drag me down.
Im gonna grow as a person and live my life with no regrets.
be selfish for once.
Try to trust and try to love,
try to mend those hurts.
All i want is what everyone wants- happiness!
And i will not loose focus,
this is my one desire.
What do i want to be?
It's a visulisation i wanna see,
it's hard to answer  in just one word.
It takes some time to ponder
sometimes  to be heard.
 want to be a free spirit and independant and happy!
this is what my life will become!