Reality.

As I walk down this road all alone, In reality I'm by myself, but inside my head it feels like a war zone, I try to get my emotions away from these messed up thoughts, But every time I run inside my head I get caught, By all the risk and the negative thoughts in my head, I watch myself very carefully because any second I could end up dead, I'll say this once again I keep this Desert Eagle by my side, Because at any second of any moment, my life could easily be claimed by death or in other words I could die, So swiftly and stealthly everything could be taken away, I would'nt get to see my family, not even for one more day, What I speak about is a harsh living in this thing called life, Where every day is a struggle, every day is a fight, Where your working every day and trying to find peace, Trying to pray for your loved ones and the deceased, There are so many complications and problems in this universe, Some obstacles make you upset and others make you burst, Into a rage you can't control, You can't understand some of the things you have been told, Such as when you open the first few pages in the book of love, After learning about the book that teaches you of below and above, Into the places where souls dwell after death, Whether it's to eternal peace or nothing but a mess, Back to the book of love if you end up hurt in the first few chapters of the book, Or in reality in the relationship end up hurt in the first few days, After being quickly hooked, Don't close the book just turn the page, Life is difficult and a huge challenge to survive through, But thinking of it all in a realistic way, just remember when certain pessimisic things come you better know what to do.