Dispersed

So complex, so misunderstood, What I feel inside right now is not good, These feelings are locked, and yet simultaneously altering, While I am pondering, On what to do and how to fix, What is wrong with me, what did I miss? I don’t comprehend while I am so utterly confused, Is it because of you? What did you do? Besides leave me, but I already told myself life moves on, But we had such a strong bond, And I felt so fond, I never wanted you gone, But now because you are, my emotions are so stirred and twisted, I wish this could all be reversed, So once again I could focus on that so truthfully meaningful love, but now that you are gone, my emotions are dispersed.