I feel this horrible, raging, blistering sensation inside my
head,
And it makes me prefer to be dead,
For all of these twist, and all of these obstacles,
Are so dreadful and absolutely terrible,
That tears and rips at my insides, ripping my emotion being
apart,
I need a new beginning, a better fresh start,
To repair and alter, the mistakes in my life,
I need to make a choice, I need to decide,
Whether to live, or whether to die,
I do not want this to be my final ride,
Along life's slide,
So long I've bled and so long I've cried,
But also so long I have lived and laughed,
So in the end I do not want to crash,
I want to change, I want things to be in a state of
optimism,
Hopefully I can work this out, and make the right decision.