I vomit out blood, I cry out my heart,
I feel so strange; this is a different kind of start,
In which I hate and do not approve,
I am sitting here wondering, “What am I suppose to do?”
But I don’t know, for every time I try all I do is lose,
Man sitting here thinking about this; I am so confused,
I wish I knew what to choose,
Where to go,
But nothing in this world I appear to know,
Alter this path I am walking,
I hear nothing but slurs as I hear others talking,
Every second my eyes open, I see a blur,
People look down on me, but no help is heard,
As I contact with a few is made,
I feel hope rise like I am going to get help this second of
this day,
But I am wrong every time, the light of hope remains in me
no longer,
I feel weak; I will never be any stronger,
My will has been drained,
	My mind and body all absorbed into this ground,
This is where I lay, my essence taken in some unknown town,
But it’s not like any one wanted me around,
Is it paradise I have found?
I guess anything’s better than where I was, but now I’m
bound,
With no choice of what to do,
But now every where I turn; every where I look, all I hear
is fuck you!